I havn't made it to the University.T.T

I had two places to go, the University of Fine Arts,/ but it was obvious after the first round that I won't make that one,/and the ELTE with skandinavistic.It seemed an easy choice, I thought it won't be so popular anyway and it would be great to keep on learning languages meanwhile I meight have time for practice drowing and stuff for an artschool.

Like I imagined...

Yesterday I went to Millenáris with friends, there was music and such and a lot of fresh graduated teens waiting for the offical outcome of the number of poins by all the universities, so you could see if you have earned enough points or not.

The universities could lower or raise their points. Last year ELTE had 408 points for the "free education" and under 400 if you payed the school fee. I managed to get 401 points from 500, and hoped that they will lower their points a bit, but to get in into the fee paying class would be OK aswell. Instead of that they raised their points with approximately 20 points.431 and 432. Hopeless...

I didn't think that I would cry if I can't get to the university, but at that moment I've found it out, I did.

It1s not like I missed anything. I can still choose from the empty places of the universities or take a one-year-course, and it isn't a tragedy if I skip a year/ still my parents won't allow me that one://

However I felt like a piece of shit yesterday.All of my past year was about that. Choosing school, trying to earn enough points for it...everything seems to me a bit pointless now. I mean not that tragic, it just like I wasn't good enough, all of my frineds managed to get in somewhere...it just feels kind of bad.

Well, that's about it I guess.